For as long as i can remember i have wished for something. Whether it be small and trivial like a new bike or those beautiful shoes that i cannot get out of my head, or life-changing like the hope that i will have my family and boyfriend for as long as possible. It seems like my yearning for things is never ending.
There are times when i one hundred percent know that i am trying to fill a void in my life, and times when i feel so content it is almost unbelievable. My outlook on life changes daily and so does my personality. I did not think growing up would be so full of change.
Looking at who i was a measley five years ago, it is insane to think of everything that has happened since then and how much i have grown. When this was me, i wished for the perfect relationship, an amazing job and children after i turn 30.
There are times when i one hundred percent know that i am trying to fill a void in my life, and times when i feel so content it is almost unbelievable. My outlook on life changes daily and so does my personality. I did not think growing up would be so full of change.
Looking at who i was a measley five years ago, it is insane to think of everything that has happened since then and how much i have grown. When this was me, i wished for the perfect relationship, an amazing job and children after i turn 30.
circa 2006
But by the time this was me, i had changed absolutly everything about myself.
2009
I had the boyfriend of my dreams, but not the perfect relationship, i had a kick ass job, but not in the field that i had always wanted to be in. And i wanted more then anything to have kids before i was 21. So my wishes changed.
I dont think i will ever be able to describe myself to someone. And if i did, i would be lying. Because the next day it would be something different.
"There is no growth without change" - Anonymous
~ Rhey.
