Sad.

I was going to do a post about how in love with blueberries i am at the moment... cool recipes and blogs to follow. But something a lot more important has come up and pulled at my heart strings.

I wish i could divulge i really do. I wish i could say exactly what's on my mind, but the fear of her or anyone else in our close circle of friends reading this is not worth the hassle. Maybe i should privatise my blog... no, that wouldnt help. I don't know what to do.

Let's just say that i am a mess at the moment, and it is baffling as to why.

~ Rhey.

Career?

I've been neglecting this blog quite a bit lately. And i could make every excuse under the sun about being busy etc. etc. but in the end it just comes down to the fact that i haven't been making it a priority. This makes me saaaaaad.

I was never one of those people to know exactly what i want to do in my life, and plan it out to a tee, and i think as a result i have found myself in a job that i'm not truly happy with. Don't get me wrong, i have tried working in multiple areas and job roles since having a full time job at fifteen, but none of them have ever worked out, or i have simply lost interest. They say that your ideal career would be the things that you like to do in your spare time, so.. uh i'm going to be a professional sleeper, or reality-television-watcher. Ugh, what i guess i;m trying to say is, i've got no clue what to do with myself. Is it okay to just be in administration for the rest of my life? What if i honest to god cannot think of any part of my personality or interests that would be suited for a job?

Well that was my waaah fest for the day!

~ Rhey