Nearly Birthday.

It's been a while...

I have been sick these past few days so there was no blogging. I was hoping the lead up to my birthday would have been much more pleasant, but alas, life has been the bitch she always is.

Im making it better by having a massage, a tan and a trip to the hairdressers so i look smokiiiin' for my party tomorrow night. Which reminds me, i'm twenty one tomorrow... twenty-fricken-one!? Next thing you know i'll be engaged and married and popping out sweet, sweeeet milky babies (which is not something i'm dreading, unlike my age).

My mother keeps adding in every conversation 'rheyanan your not a child anymore, your an adult!' and it's a sad realisation that i can no longer play with that beautiful pink victorian dollhouse that i always admire in our local homewares shop without looking like a freak. I can't get away with wearing nothing but undies whilst running through the sprinkler in summer, i cant even blame things on my siblings, because i don't live with them anymore. But with the end of that phase in my life comes promise for a new, exciting chapter which i have never experienced.

~ Rhey.